I have officially come out of hospital as Electrical Blaster may have told you all and though I wish to carry my hobby on, the stress it has caused me is too great.
Capital Omega (another of my second-in-commands) has been no help what-so-bloody-ever he's been saying that it's a lie, though I believe he half-knows that it's really true and that he doesn't know the full story, his position as a second-in-command in the ElGrande Modding Team is in jeopardy because of some of his actions related to this matter.
I do not wish to tell how it began, but the conflict that I was in has ended, but at a great price. Though most of the blame during the conflict was mine some of the people on other websites have driven me to this unexpected avenue of action. Luckily, it did not spread to some modding sites such as Strategy Informer, Spellhold Studios and File Planet. I have made several mods including one in the making at the moment.
I pass my honor down to Electrical Blaster and Capital Omega, though I may have stopped modding, my work will still live on and I will still help out so you may very well see me in the credits.
I would also like to apologise to all the people I wronged during the conflict, especially all those on the Canadian Ice forums. However before I draw this to a close I would like to comment on one thing.
I am sick of getting e-mails saying what comments I've posted on YouTube and what I'm doing on Gaire. ModderElGrande15 on YouTube and the ModderElGrande on Gaire are not the same people (or same person) as me. I do not consort with commenting on YouTube or Gaire which I think is a dating site or soemthing like that.
Also, my downloads for my mods have been slowed to the point that my download count has stunted. I have come to two conclusions, the first which is the most unfortunate and the most likely is because of my deeds in the past, my second conclusion which is less likely is that people have found alternative mods which are better than mine, either way, I'll find out why this is happening.
I am open to any comments to this blog entry as long as it's not abusive, I understand that many believe my story is false including Capital Omega, one of my second-in-commands of the ElGrande Modding Team. But my words are true despite it sounding like an utter lie.
Thank you for reading...
Note When Commenting: I will delete any abuse, spam or flames if I find any.
PS: If anyone wants to know the full story then I'm afraid about 95% of the evidence of the crisis has been deleted or lost. There are very few sources of information left.
EDIT -- I have now decided to restart modding. See my newer blog entry "Back In The Business" for more info.
Here's a link to it.